Sunday, December 7, 2008

what's in a name?

Well, it was six days late.

I'm never late.

It freaked me out completely.

I had nights of glowing pleasure as I imagined a little something growing in my belly and dreamed up names of 'Nina', 'Joon', and 'Raven'.

I had nights of waking up in terror, pleading to God not to let me be pregnant.

And now it's here.


Probably a good thing. Someone would have me put to sleep if I named my child one of those names.

1 comment:

Melinda said...

Sorry hon. I understand the ambivalance. ((((((hugs))))))