Thursday, September 25, 2008

distracted, frustrated, needing direction in a serious way

so now that the first book is off in the universe at the mercy of publishers, agents and God, i have to work on the second one. And the second one is doing well, i guess. but now i'm torn. how to finish it?
do i sell it as adult fiction?
do i re-write and add how God came into the picture? (i think that's a yes)
or do i re-write, adding God, keeping the grit and making it a teen series? would teens read about a growing up older teenager who becomes an adult series? would they even be interested? what if each book didn't have a happy ending until the very end? could i even make it a series? i think i could. but would they want to read every gory detail, every real detail about every single character that the heroine encounters? would it be too abstract?
i'm in serious need of direction because right now i have nothing and i don't know where to take it and if i don't have a direction or goal, i have no ending to look towards and so right now i am not writing.
instead i'm pretending to do ballet practice and i must say, it's going badly.

2 comments:

Bonnie Grove said...

You're being silly. Write the stupid book. No more excuses! Obsessing about the market is no substitute for knowing your market.

All the things you are worrying about have nothing to do with writing your book, so best forget them and get writing.

That was the kick in the pants you need. Next time I check in here, I'll hope to give you the hug and congratulations you need! Oh heck, have a hug anyway.
:-)
http://www.fictionmatters.blogspot.com

Jennifer said...

you're so awesome. thank you.
i started writing today.